So, I've come to terms with the fact that I have NO IDEA HOW TO DO ANYTHING IN THE LAB!!! The programming is so flipping complicated!! I talked with Jon Hendrickson and he said, he was just as lost as I am at this point in the internship, but still....I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing!! I feel like a total idiot asking questions ALL THE TIME, and I can't tell how angry my RA's are that I'm doing it....but they DO NOT LOOK HAPPY....I'm probably not supposed to make this a tell all story of my lab, but I still feel like such a fool....And one of the other RA's (I'm not dropping names) treats me like a 4 year old...kind of rags on me too...
So add the Stress of Intro to Psychology at Harvard into the mix, as well as trying to be accepted at my lab, and you basically have Freshman Year at Brooks, but blown up a zillion times.....oy vey....I hope this gets better...
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